baking time

chocolate cookies

melting moments a.k.a kisses

this one if my fav pastry here since i never find it in my hometown.

one wish.

there's always a reason for everything.

wish that i

concession.

7:34 trying to stop this stupid tears
7:01 clicked 'publish post'
6:58 couldn't type more
5:59 i opened my laptop and began typing



you get mad at me when im too picky while eating
sleeping like a baby to me
always open a soccer's score website on weekends
ask me to stop repeating the jazz songs
the way you dice carrots untidily
i love you, without the roses and the candle light dinners

everytime you call when you just wake up, im pleased

all the things we used to do,
maybe it's just happened when a boy was trying to steal a girl's heart
and now im yours,
the busy life you have with your boys
im, not minding

i dont ask you for anything
no need to call me baby if you think it is stupidly pronounced
it's abnormal for a girl not having heaps of things she expected secretly
but i dont ask for more

while im still the only one in your heart, im pleased

i love you



5:58 still crying
5:51 have just realized how much you meant to me in my life
5:50 woke up and started crying
5:47 dreaming about you

another fat in me.

the first time i cooked chicken maryland.


i must s t o p eating, for god's sake.
i looked so stupidly fat.

the oldest.

another excursion, exploring The Rocks. what a college.

believe it or not, this is the 1st house in Australia.
when captain cook came here.

it's extremely sunny but the wind is freezing.
but what should i do, this is my college's activity.

la la la

spotted another cutie pies,
i wish i could take you home.

museum.

i forgot the last time i got the highest mark in class,
maybe junior high school?

veryberryhappy, just missed a poin.
because i was too nervous and i talked without thinking much.
on my way home, i found this article in the newspaper;

a fisherman eases his canoe through the dead fishes in Amazon, near Brazil.
the drought is killing tons of fishes there. euw, it's like a river of dead fishes.


& baked a dessert for myself tonight;

it's really nice. and e a s y.


need to start doing my assg about Paris Brest that is due on Wed 02/12.
so goodbye november, see you in 2010 :)

lolly weekend.

☑ watched new moon
hate bella the most, and then followed by cullen ─ personal opinion
OPPS jacob the hottie :p

☑ beef curry for dinner
a story behind which i should not share ─ s o r r y : )


☑ babyboo's beside ♥

alien is in the house.

this one of God's creature successfully making me screamed out loud.

it was posing on my bed, what a big ugly nerdy-shaped.




p.s: boyfriend's beside, everything's feel so right ♥

thirthy nine.

today's is my day (◕‿◕✿)
i have no idea also why i typed that symbol above, just trying new things.

what made me happy like crazy lady today;

1. i picked up my uniform and toolkit of Le Cordon Bleu today.

uniform;

toolkit;

a part of inside;

open it for you to see;

so these are the two things that i paid for aud$2300.

& what makes it special;

every little things has the symbol of my college,
which is the top 5 culinary college in the world currently.

trying it;

am i look okay?

2. did a final presentation today & got the highest score, 39 out of 40. *senyumpepsodent

3. my boyfriend just told me that he's coming here on Friday


too happy.
sharing some happiness with you; i just added the recipe into yesterday's post.



e n j o y ♪

yummys.

yey today's class is making the French Onion Soup and Chocolate Molten Pudding. we did it in the kitchen of William Blue Cookery College, because it is the same company with my college now, where i'm doing the foundation, Billy Blue College.



& here's mine;

i don't like it, because it has grated Parmesan cheese on it.

volcanooo :p

this one i heart it badly, really nice one.

what a great day!
can't wait to start going Le Cordon Bleu :)

added on 25/11;

recipe for chocolate molten pudding
yield: 8 serves

180g butter
200g chocolate
4 eggs
4 yolks
250g sugar
90g flour
muffin tins

- preheat the oven into 180°C
- butter + chocolate + sugar, melt in a double boiler
- eggs + yolks + sugar + flour, put in a big bowl
- add the ingredients that has melted into the big bowl
- whisk for 2 minutes
- pour into muffin tins
- bake for 10 minutes
- let them cool
- take them off from the tin
- serve it freshly :)

(don't bake for too long, otherwise it won't has anything melts inside)

Alannah Hill.

my favorite clothing line in the whole world i guess.

i can't find any little things that i don't like in that boutique.
everything's seems so perfect in my eyes.

the sunday times.

it's too hot to be true in sydney, 38°C - 41°C

post experience of the day;

d o n ' t t r u s t a n y o n e*


*: classmates/bff/friends/cousin/whatsoevercalledhuman


i prefer my cats,

la la la ♪

new chapter.

the mood for blogging crushed me after i changed my blog's layout
─ too pinkish, my eyes couldn't stand.



it's weekend but i'm doing my power point project that due on wed, 25/11.

an ice chocolate, how can i stop gaining weight then.
show you about yesterday's class;

papers, pen, glue, no lunch and two hours for us & a handmade menu must be finished on place for the Indian teacher.



18:53 need to change into swimsuit and jump into the pool in front of my room.
i don't enjoy it, i just do it to burn my fat that i've put on since i arrived here.

friday nightcall.

hello :)
it's been a month since my last post

now i live in my apartment,
it's thousand times better than staying in homestay

and i've met someone who i want to spend the rest of my life with,

ario febrianto lie ♥

i really meant it :)

bee.

monday ihy.

monday again, which means going to college again.
so until december this year i'm doing a foundation studies in Billy Blue college. it's bunch of presentation, culture of international foods servings, french class, and lots about hotel, the facilities, the menu, history of some foods like potato chips. okay that's a bit boring cause i had my class in weekday 12pm to 7pm.


nothing to write about i guess,
im so no mood in writing my previous day.
too precious in a night,
like twenty months ago.

yay i got the internet connection :D

finallyyy i got the internet connected into my room :D
soo i stay in a homestay for a month here. and this is the house,
it's a big garden behind the house,

look at that big square window on the left, it is my room :)
this window i mean:
and ummm this is my room, it is a large one,

a huge closet with mirror doors.




everything's nice here. i have my own bathroom which is twice bigger than mine in Medan, and the houseparents are nice too, tonight i had her homemade pizza for dinner. the environment here is nice too, just one thing that i don't like about my homestay; after 7p.m, the streets are just like blackout, no lights is switched on in this area, and it's kind of scary :(


& im going to blog about my previous day :)

Miroslava Duma.

she is so pretty :)

wishlist;

all of them :)

bonjour :)

sorry for not updating these few days & not replying any messages you left on the cbox. i've been spending my days with my girls & family. a week left in Medan, my cats is the thing that i will miss most :(


remember about my post a week ago about my bedroom?
i've written that the glow-in-the-dark stars above is my fav :)

and this is exactly how it looks like when i'm laying on my bed & turn off all the lights in the night.


i'll take them off and take it to sydney,
i heart them :)

love & longing.

my fav lullaby
&
i'm tired, baby




:)

DON'T.

Tuesday, my hair is uncontrollable.
my so-too-long-bangs annoys me so much :/
made a appointment, on Friday i'll get my new haircut.


it's 14 days more to go, i can't wait :)


a bitter fact;

they speaks ♥

&
sometimes
you make me so mad that
I want to throw you in
the middle of on-going traffic,
but then I realize
I would probably kill myself
trying to save you.

♥

i met sasa :)

sasa is one of my bestfriend, we used to be a table-mate for a year in high school. and now she's continuing her study in Singapore at NAFA, music (piano) major. she's reallly good in playing piano :)


i miss her so much :)
we used to eat choki-choki together, had crush on a boy-next-class.
ahahaha. what a high school time.

im kind of upset, just received a details about my homestay in Sydney. the houseparents' surname is Khatchadourian,
does anyone know that surname belongs to what nationality?
i hopesuperduperwish that they aren't Arabian. :(

& it's located a bit far from city, in a quite street.
aaahhh suddenly i just don't wanna go there :(
after i arrive there, i'll find another nice accommodation to live in. my first month there is gonna be sucks :/

my safety zone.

finally i finished editing my blog layout :)
tell you my inspiration;

my pinkish laptop

i'm so in love with my laptop that is just so me,
so i design my blog layout that is so me too, hahaha :)


tonight i'm going to sleepover at monica's home.
& i'm going to write about my room, where i spend my days in,
and the place that i'll miss most after i move to sydney.

my big comfy bed,

my collection of wrapping papers,

gogirl mags, cupcakes books, and my high school diary

a few trophies of modeling competition, and some photos

some photos, hair accessories

lamp that accompany me beside my bed

my daily corner

make-up desk, a bit messy there

a huge closet

a door that leads to my bathroom

and my fav, glow-in-the-dark stars all above

it looks really awesome in the midnight,
i'll try to capture it one day :)

and this is how my room is like, if all the lamps are turned off

soooo pinkish

i bet i will miss my room badly :(

loadinggg...

hello :)

my blog is under renovation!


coming soon for the new look


xoxo

:)

sugasuga.

changed my mind about having a new haircut,
gonna let it grows longer & thicker.

i want her hair,

*culik*

im a huge fan of this sweets you know, hehehe :)

told you before it is a handmade sweets,
& i found this video, a video of how they make it.
hehehe enjoyy :)

but i checked its website,
all of the stores are in Melb :(

18th birthday present.

remember this sweets that i posted a few days ago? :)

someone in Melb bought it for me.

see, that sweets are made in Melbourne.

and i got a 18th birthday present too :)

yeah i know it's too soon, but i've opened it already.

& i love it, :)

dream hair.

i

want

my hair

like

this

badly

Peace, the polar bear.

i am sooooo in ♡ ♡ ♡ with Peace, the polar bear.

it is soooo cutee :D

it is a polar bear that born on December 2, 1999, at a Zoological Park in Japan. but its mother gave no interest in it, so the zookepper named Atsuhito Takaichi took care of it. so this bear was a Handraised Polar Bear :)

here is a video of its documetary;

sweets, i miss you.

once my friend gave me this candy when she has just back from Melbourne.
i want it more more more and more.
can i have it in Sydney? wonderinggg :/

and yeah, again i was just spending my day in my room.
& this is my new BFF;
running its webcam;



&& these cupcakes are <3